Saturday, September 12, 2015

Arctic Diaries - Aurora Borealis


Hypnotic illusion, or an elysian dream,
God's imagination, or is the reality so serene…
My fortunes have lit up, in this night so cold,
Oh primordial forces of this land, this soul is now sold…

For years I had pictured Aurora in my mind. Does it flash and fade away, or does it stay for a while, or does it or move swiftly? Sure I had seen countless documentaries to seek answers. But with every article I read and with every video i saw, my curiosity and desire to see the northern lights aka Aurora, just kept on increasing. So I decided, when I switch to a new job, before I join, I should take a break and travel to the arctic and the sub arctic region to see this awe inspiring beauty. So here I am, flying from Washington DC to San Francisco,CA to Anchorage,AK and then to Fairbanks, AK (12 hours of flight time plus about 10 hours of break). And finally, from Fairbanks a 6-8 hour road trip to the arctic circle check point on a road called Dalton Highway which could only be described as god forsaken highway. Why god forsaken? The nearest emergency services, gas stations etc are hundreds of miles away. And to top it all it is so rugged that no rental car agency allows you to drive there. So I ended up taking an authorized guided tour.

I was tracking aurora forecast for weeks and all the values were pointing to moderate displays(around 3 kp on a scale of 9) with a warning that these values may not be accurate and may change with time. So when the D day arrived, I was prepared to be either disappointed or be mesmerized.

It was 11 pm in the night and the sun was yet to set. It is called the land of midnight sun for a reason. The temperature was around late thirties(a bit above 0 degree celsius), which after living in DC metro area for more than 5 years was not unfamiliar to me. I saw very faint green light in the sky and our guide said - look that is the aurora. At first I couldn’t appreciate what I was seeing, and thought geez this is not moderate display, it is a very faint one. Nonetheless I was happy and was lucky enough to see it. Our guide said, wait till it gets dark, the displays may be a bit more prominent. So at this point my expectations were pretty low, but I was still hoping against hope. Finally it was dark, and aurora started getting stronger, much much stronger. Much stronger than it could possibly be referred to as moderate. It was as if the sky was a huge canvas, and mother nature was painting it with mostly green and sometimes with shades of purple. At the first glimpse, I was so mesmerized that my body was numb and I could not feel the weight of my hands and legs. The clamor of thoughts in my mind was silenced by the sheer beauty of the lights. I was smiling the whole time and just could not stop staring at the sky. Aahh, so lucky I was. The forecasted values were wrong, and this was not moderate, but a very strong display. After a while I mounted my camera on to the tripod and took countless pictures. The lights were waving in all directions. I was staring at the sky till almost 4 am till the point where my mind gave up and wanted some sleep but my heart just wanted more. At around 6 AM we finally reached my hotel and I could not stop thinking about it. Slept till 8 AM and then finally left for the next destination in my itinerary.

Mother nature plays beautiful tricks to create such amazing phenomena. In our busy city lives, where our work, family and friends are all what our routine consists of, we are often disconnected to such simple but beautiful things. There is so much to explore in such a short time. All we need to do is go out of our comfort zone and appreciate the nature.

TL;DR
Like a crazy guy, i went all the way to the arctic to pursue my dream to see the aurora. And it was the most amazing experience in my life. :)





Wednesday, May 13, 2015

A sweet Lullaby

The hour has cometh, and raised are the curtains of the nightfall,
As the August skies are betrothed to the moonlight…
Mesmerized be thy mind, upon the realms of tangibility and beyond,  
As an elegant dream emanates in this ethereal night...

Sung by the angles from the astral corridors,
Oh dear child, listen to this lullaby so sweet, so pure….
Transcending the boundaries of cognitive spheres,
Oh dear child, listen to the sounds of tranquility; so mystic, yet so clear….

Let the valor of this melody overwhelm a spirit so divine,
For it shalt defeat the clamor of thoughts in thy perturbed mind..
Oh dear child, close thy eyes in this moment of time,
And listen to this sweet lullaby, thou shalt be fine.. and thou shalt be fine..  

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Deliberate Serendipity

Oh Dear Child! Untether thy ambitions,
and see beyond the shadows of thy Imagination...
For the light of thy endeavors,
shall shine upon the Utopian doors......


Tuesday, September 17, 2013

The Paradox of Utopia

Part A - Introspection

[I feel my equanimity has been shaken…]

Locked in the cage of solitude,
Betrayed by my conscience,
seeking the answers for 
the enigma of my life….

How can I deny myself this pain,
When remorse is filled in my veins…
How can I pretend I am okay,
When my blood is infected with shame…

I wonder what coaxed me to sell my bliss,
I wonder what stimulated me to forsake my sanity…
I wonder how it started,
I wonder how, I wonder why… it started...

Part B - Mesmerized

[The ethereal light guiding to the forsaken path to bliss...]

As I gaze in the deep skies,
To decipher the wrong and the right…
An empty conscience,
is beckoned by an ethereal light…

Mesmerized is my mind,
And its getting harder to think straight….
My destiny is being defined,
By the architects of my fate….

In my darkest hour,
My confidant, a feeble rope….
With all my strength I hold it hard,
As I descend to the valley of hope...

Hypnotic illusion, or a heavenly dream
An angel's imagination, or is the reality so serene…
My fortunes have lit up, in this night so cold,
Oh primordial forces of this land, this soul is now sold…..

Part C - Interlude

[Here I am, at the gates of utopia….]

As I peek through the utopian kaleidoscope
I see a canvas painted with euphoria and hope……

Part D-  The Paradox Speaketh

[Perfection is sham in absence of appreciation… ]

Aeons of time has passed , 
and the secret of the sun is reveled…
Trapped in the cage of its luster, 
the essence of the night is never conceived…

As it burns in anxiety, a desire is born,
to perceive the aura of its own brightness….
In tears and pain, this desire is torn,
by its inability to comprehend the darkness….

An ungrateful heart, a fragile mind,
fails to appreciate a life so divine… 
Ignorant senses, embrace its beauty,
As misery conquers the fortress of its time…

An elixir failing to satiate this thirst,
And the veil of dissatisfaction is adorned…
Dejected in these celestial corridors, 
The paradox of utopia is born…

Part E - Epilog

[And I wish to return home….]

Freedom from greed, freedom from pain..
Freedom from thirst and materialistic gain…

Is all I wish, is all I need……

Monday, February 7, 2011

Schizophrenia



[Jack says]

Filled to the brim is this goblet of my tears,
As I moan in silence in the worst of my fears…
Devoid of strength, blessed with pain,
My shadow gazes at me in utter disdain…

Unfazed by the jeopardy, unaware of threats,
To search for you, I follow the echoes of your breath…
In a pursuit to perceive your deep unfathomable love,
Swim through the oceans below, fly through the skies above…

Cursed they say I am, my devotion is a sin,
Deprived of abode, reverie is where I live in...
Lost my senses and my pride, your sprit has robbed my sanity,
I embrace the fantasy by my side, and abscond from the bitter reality…

Oh Amber my love!
I crave for your presence in this hour…
Don’t forsake me,
They’ll sing the elegy of our emotions in the dark…

Oh Amber my love!!
I crave for your presence in this unholy hour…
I crave for your presence in this unholy hour…
I crave for your presence in this unholy hour…


[Amber says]

Hold my hand and heal your heart,
Restore your broken pride…
Suspend the sand and stop the time,
Let this ardor rise…

Feel my breath and breathe my scent,
Give life to your fading hope…
Let the crimson light touch our souls,
The shadows of our affection will grow….

Let us burn to the ashes in love,
And fly like the embers in the sky…
And fly like the embers in the sky…
And fly like the embers in the sky…

Friday, December 31, 2010

The Images Speaketh Pt I

Finally a blog post after a long long time.. Photography and poetry are among my passions. So I decided to mix them both.. Here are some of the photographs I clicked that inspired me to ponder and write.. The poetic lines that follow depict what I visualize in the picture..

Blaze of Annihilation

I am the flame of doom and death,
watch your fate and count your breath...
I am the flame of intense pain,
Will haunt you forever and drive you insane...


Eternal Bliss



Together we lived together we died,
Far far away from this world of lies…
To see through our souls we need no eyes,
A promise fulfilled that our love will forever rise…


Mother and child


No matter how the wind turns wild,
I ll be there for you my child...
No matter how much the world makes me weak,
Strength to love you will always be deep...


Tranquility


Melancholic music of the frozen stream,
Makes me wonder if it’s a dream…
No sign of life, no sign of death,
Sense the calmness through the length and breadth…


Embrace the paradise



Abandon your pride and embrace the charm,
Abandon your faith and embrace the freedom,
Abandon your love and embrace the divine light,
Abandon your life and embrace the paradise…


The dying sun


The twilight comes with strange feeling,
There ain’t no wound which is healing...
An obscure hope fills my mind,
But my destiny says I don’t have time...


Friday, April 9, 2010

The inception of Hope - story of CSR



“The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark………”

These lines from a famous song from a German rock band Scorpions signify the transformation of the voice of our heart to the action to combat some problem. The thrill and satisfaction which we get after conquering the same by following our heart is greater than anything else in the world. After all, not always do we get an opportunity to listen to our heart.

It was on the 12th of November 2009, when I and my friends (Bigyan, Krunal, Gaurav and Priya) were contemplating over some of the themes for grACE- the magazine of the ACE Club. Among the gamut of themes, finally ‘the irresponsible youth of the 21st century’ was the theme which we thought of incorporating for our magazine. The theme portrays the evident reflection of ourselves and hence appealed to us the most. Now that the theme was finalized it wasn’t a Herculean task to imagine ourselves and accordingly design the cover page. Bunking lectures, hanging around in college canteen, watching movies at multiplexes, biking at night and lastly but by no means the least - our addiction to Facebook (especially updating the status even from the remotest corner in the world!!) etc are the major activities among our quotidian routine. And suddenly the discussion just took an unexpected turn. The following is an excerpt from our discussion:

Priya: You know what…Born and brought up in a very comfortable and secure environment, where anything we wish is at just made available at our demands; we are all mostly unaware of some of the lesser privileged sections of the society…

Bigyan: In my schooldays I and my friends used to teach some underprivileged children.

Krunal: That is really something noble. For our theme we can do the same... I mean, we can go to Gram Panchayat types of schools and spend some time with them.

Me: Holy yes man… And the theme would be known as metamorphosis – the transformation of youth – responsible from irresponsible…

Bigyan: That sounds really good... hey, but wait a minute... Why not go there and actually teach such students something about computers. We can call this activity as CSR (Club’s social responsibility) just like the corporate social responsibility…

Gaurav: That means metamorphosis in true sense… amazing!!!…

And magical were those words that brought the feelings experienced never before. Everyone was charged up, as the discussion begot one of the most splendid ideas that we ever thought of. It was the voice from our hearts and I was realizing the beauty of the aforementioned lines from the Scorpions. The song was resonating in my mind and there was absolutely no way I could get rid of it. Often I used to day dream about contributing something to the society or for that matter my country in whatever manner I could. And teaching the underprivileged students was just what I wanted to do. Thoughts of ‘what am I going to do when I will meet them’ started to fill my mind. Similar was the story of other friends of mine.

Meanwhile, we wanted to take an interview of Principal Madam, so we went to her cabin to seek an appointment for the same. We then narrated the concept of CSR to her. Madam quoted her optimism in her reply: - “Some of the students from Panchayat Samiti School at Wanadongri are going to perform at the inaugural event of ICETET. We are in turn providing them with financial support in terms of blackboards, books etc. But nothing can be as righteous as imparting your knowledge to them”. Her tacit approval raised the bar of our enthusiasm. All our anxieties drowned in the abysmally deep ocean of euphoria as we were being appreciated and supported for our noble endeavors. After ICETET, we took the address of that school from our dean Prof Mahajan Madam and went there to get the permission from their head. Next, we began the hunt for the volunteers. And as expected we got a great response. As the days were slowly passing by we were able to see our dreams turning into reality.

On the 13th of January 2010, finally our dream and the day united and we went to the school to take an initial screening test. I was a bit unfortunate because of my absence due to some other engagements, but nonetheless happy. My friends recounted their experience and showed me some photographs. I could clearly see the light of hope in the eyes of those little innocent children. Hope of being able to walk hand in hand with the more fortunate and the elite sections of the society. Hope of a better tomorrow which they deserve. And it made me even proud when I could see my friends getting transformed into the angels of hope. And truly that day marked the inception of hope and metamorphosis. The transformation was visible on both the sides. Carefree and easy going youth of yesterday are showing concern towards social issues that are worthy of serious consideration. And on the other hand little innocent children are getting a chance to pursue their dreams.

Today CSR is a huge success. More than forty volunteers are diligently involved in the activity. We have got sponsors for the same too. We have devised a certification course for three months for the children which has commenced from 18th of January 2010. We are distributing free books and CDs to the children. A proper exam at the end of the course is planned and the toppers will be felicitated. Most importantly the reception from the children is great. The little ones, who were once frightened to touch the computers as they thought it could harm them, are now taking great interest for the same. I could never even in my wildest of dreams imagine such a beautiful response from them. Just imagine what would happen when millions of college students pledge to take the initiative to teach the impoverished children? The term ‘illiteracy’ would seem to be an alien word. It just takes an iota of courage to go beyond the gates of practical hardships to follow your heart. And trust me friends nothing can be as divine as being a guardian angel or a source of hope for someone desperately in need of the same. Better try and experience……